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| Hey, it's not all bad. I checked my planner this morning and found out that my fiction portfolio was due today. I was planning to suck it up and beg my teacher for partial credit when I turn it in tomorrow, but it turned out he pushed the deadline up to the last day of school. That was supersweet.
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| Man... I'm actually posting on xanga... I must be depressed! Poop. Sorry guys. I'm not actually as depressing as this site makes me seem, but this is just my only vent. Not that I feel like spilling the juicy details, but let's just say don't trust no nigga who says he's done with a girl. I think I'ma check when I'm done posting to make sure not to many people know about this xanga... Not that I want to keep secrets about sexual or romantic interest, but I hate to talk to meatspace people about online shit.
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| Well, life is good, because I have friends, but on the other hand, life is bad, because all most of these friends want to do is smoke pot around Avery's house. I wish I had friends that did things.
Anyways, now that I'm 18 and old enough to drink in the civilized world, I have been. I'm thinking about regrowing my old beard so I'll look 21, and maybe getting a fake ID somewhere.
But even though they make me look 5 years older, there's a trade off--they're very itchy. But if it makes me more of a man, well, I guess I have to do it.
Incidentally I've been on break from college for a month now, and since I have no job I feel like a total bum. But school starts next week, and I'm genuinely excited! I'll be taking a japanese class with my friends, and a creative writing class, so by the end of the semester I probably won't feel worthless anymore. Since I feel like a loser, it's a good sign that I am one--but when I start learning another language and writing stories, well I won't be anymore, and hopefully I'll be happy.
And maybe I'll find myself one of those women-things I keep hearing about.
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| Man, sorry you (and by you I think I just mean Francois) have to read
the crude things I post on Xanga. I only post late at night or
early morning, but right now it's 3:40 PM(!) and I guess I might post
some things before I have to get on the bus to go off to college.
So, in news... I've found out that I'm quite a charmer... with
animals. My friend's small nervous dog seems to bark at everyone,
but lets me pet it. But then many people are simply idiots with
animals. Also, I got to sleep downstairs on his couch with his
bloody, unhealthy cat while he slept upstairs with the girl I had
thought liked me just a few weeks ago. Fun fun! I'm taking
it pretty well though,and avoiding the petty emotions (such as
jealousy).
Hmm, it's in the afternoon and I still posted about girls.
Believe it or not, my life doesn't revolve around women, and in fact
I'm pretty content with just having good friends, but ya know, when you
feel life gypped you you end up thinking about it in your spare time.
Well, I think I'll head back to campus now, the class starts at six but
the bus can take up to an hour to get me there, depending on how late
they want to be. I think I'll try to post more, if I get some
good comments! And interesting stuff, not this depressing crap!
Toodles!
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| I went with a girl who likes me but is... well, totally lacking in any
social skills. And not in a sexy, crude,
who-cares-what-other-people-think kind of way, but in a
what-the-fuck-are-you-talking-about-gtf-away-from-me kind of way.
She loves to tell stories of things that happened in her life that are
exceptionally boring. Seriously, I've never actually thought that
a girl doesn't deserve me before.
And she's ugly. I would have totally boned her by now if she
wasn't, ya know. But I don't know how I should have said "no, I
don't want to go to prom with you," when I was just planning to
go alone. Hard to explain to a girl you'd rather be alone than
with her...
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